Help me! trouble and craziness!?

I understand your unhappiness about the situation. When a guy makes his choice, yes, you should back off. I know how you feel about being overweight. I have been overweight for years. On Jan 1,2000 I decided to go in a diet and wrote my weight and the date on a slip of paper and put it in my bathroom drawer, In Nov. my doctor found I am diabetic. I begged not to be put on the pills and she said she would give me 3 months to get my sugar under control (By the way I stilled weighed the same as 2000) In the next 13 weeks I lost 4 pounds. and I am still loosing. I eat no sugar, white bread, white potatoes. no pasta, no rice, no er. I live on chicken and fish, salad and soup (Not cream ) and I feel wonderful and I am starting to feel happier and this is an answer if you want it. Guys like thinner girls unless they are heavy and then they are more comfortable with heavy girls. Good luck